June 2011
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Today,
Killing myself has been on my mind. I don’t feel like a person anymore. Just an empty shell of what used to be a wellrounded person. Today, Daniela told me my weight was astounding and that I will always live a lonely life. And perhaps she’s right. My weight is horrible. My life is lonely. No one talks to me. You win. But at what price, Dee? You became the bully. You took away my...
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Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with...
– Lemony Snicket (via emmyjack)
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And this, is my brain. It’s torturous analytical thoughts make me go...
– Kate Nash, Mouthwash
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Of Self Injury & Mindfulness
I wish people could see inside my head. They don’t understand that the hatred for myself has started to control my every action. I can’t move without being concerned. I’m hyper aware of myself. My skin aches to be torn apart. Cut.
Nothing of me is right. I don’t belong anywhere.